Friend Or Foe.

Friends. What does that mean?

Are they ones that I'm supposed to hold onto throught the good and the bad? Are they the ones that I'm supposed to turn to for help? Are they the ones to cheer me up when I'm feeling lousy? Are they the ones to lead me to the right direction? Are they the ones I'm supposed to put hopes in? Are they the ones I'm supposed to trust?

Or are they to leave me in the lurch? Or are they to abandon me in times of hardship? Or are they to just come and go anytime they please? Or are they to disappoint me with pretense and empty promises?

I grow old as days pass me by. Maturity accompanies me. Now I am wise enough to see what lies before my very eyes...

This isn't any jealousy statement. This is a confession of certain people I had assumed as friends. Now what does that really mean? Names will not be mentioned here. I am aware they visit my page without my knowledge. Hence, precautions shall be taken...

However, bottomline is that it is time for me to toughen up and move on. I wanna leave you guys behind and thanks for acting like you cared. Thanks for wasting your time on me over the years. Thanks for making me believe you are really my good friends; even soul sisters. Gosh...I feel so stupid and cheated. God-damn you people; with every pun intended...