The Crimson.

People like you should be crucified. Then maybe, just maybe, you have an idea of what the fuck you are talking about...

Who are you to tell me what Happiness is like when you are the one drowning me in Misery? Who are you to tell me what Life is supposed to be like when you are the one killing me? Who are you to tell me what breathing is meant to be when you are the one suffocating me? Who are you to tell me what Love is when you are the one who forced me to see that I am full of Hate? Who are you to tell me what Freedom is all about when you are the one who confined me? Who are you to tell me about Respect when you belittle me continuously?

If you must know for being ignorant as always, Benjamin is the one I will love. The one I will care. The one I will cherish. The one I will bother. The one I will respect. The one I will be honest with. The one I will be loyal to. The one I will stick to till the end of time...

What is the matter with you? Are you so fucking retarded that you cannot a single thing that is going on? And you dare say that I am stupid. How ironic. Tsk-tsk. By the way, you gotta stop fucking laying hands on me, you dirty little soul frigger. You are old. All of you. And you are simply courting Death with me...

Yes. I may be little but I have a heart that is bigger than yours. So does the man I truly love. If you are so fucking blind to see that he is the true one for me, then I guess that is just too bad. You got fucking idea just what you are missing out. I do not know what the fuck you want from me. You are wasting time and effort trying to stuff your beliefs down my throat, bitches...

And yes. I am still under your fucking ruthless control. But, just you wait and mark these words of Hatred. I will never be present at your funeral. Even if I am, I will be pissing at your cold white face. Each and every one of you. I will only give my Pain back to your fucking lifeless face as you lie in that fucking big coffin for you. I will make sure you go to Hell even if that means it will be afterlife...

I am tired of being depressed for I have the man of my life with me this time round. That is why I am not gonna break down. That is why I am not gonna crack. That is why I will make sure I stay happy regardless of the shit I will be going through...

And if you got a problem with that, TAKE YOUR PAIN & SHOVE IT UP YOUR ASSHOLE!