Anywhere.

I dreamt of a place where I could forget how to cry. I was flying sky-high. I remembered how happiness tasted like. There was nothing I fear. I saw you there too. You were with me. Holding my hand in yours, you stood by my side. I prayed so very hard for the moment not to disappear, but that was Life for me. I never get whatever i want....

I don't know why she must treat me like this. I know I can be a handful at times but I'm sure I don't deserve shit like this from her to this large extent. It's really ridiculous. I don't feel safe at home. So much emotional insecurities...So much bullshit...

God typing crap here feels like I'm talking to my conscience who has long abandoned me. Why?