Contemplations.

I know this doesn't sound right. But I don't think it is very fair that things are reminding me of you. Why am I doing this to the one who loves me dearly? I know I'm too blame. But I can't help but to miss the man I thought who loved me all along...

I don't need him. I just want him. Does this make sense to anyone? Why am I hurting someone different all the fucking time? And all I could do is cry my heart out pathetically. Surprising that seems to be my only forte...I don't want anyone's help for this cus I believe I can think on my own feet. I have to do something for myself once and for all...but what? ):