Your Guardian Angel.

Although you heard me wishing thousand of times just how much I badly want you here with me right by my side, it does not diminish the fact that I truly miss you. As time passes me by, my longing for you just grows stronger. Too strong for me to stop missing you...

This is when I know I will be everywhere you go. You always tell me I'm so distant. But you're so close to me. You are in my heart all the time. I can't promise you the world because it would be a promise that I couldn't keep. You threw all the reasons to be depressed up in the air and now I'm whole again. You filled the holes in my heart. So now I begin to fear if my heart will ever break since it is whole again. But on the other hand, I know deep down inside it is very impossible. Thanks to you and only you.

Things will be different. I will look at life at a very different perspective. No more tears to shed. No more crying alone at night on the bed. We don't even need to try. Everything is destined for us to be as one. This the part when everyone should agree with me when I say Two does becomes one eventually...

Misery Loves Its Company.

They won't break me. Not this time. Not any further. Expect change I guess. Well it is about time. Feel it. Feel the wind of transition. Accept it. They better should before it gets wilder than ever. It's not my fault anymore. I've warned them. I've done my part. Best. But not them. They have never done anything. Well they are to be blamed. Not me anymore...

I want to hold you high and steal your pain. It is so amazing how I had led my life without you before. Now that you have touched my soul you actually could reveal to me things that had never been told. I'm dazzled by your stagnant beauty. You were there, and will continue to. And likewise I'd do the same for you. It is really ironic how I'm feeling things how I was told I shouldn't feel. I'm not gonna let you go easily. I don't know how to explain but I love the way my heart feels now. Feels life. Feels you...

I'm set free. It was you who let me go and now I've metamorphosized for the best. I don't mind not being able to recognize myself in front of the mirror. And for the first time in my life, it isn't something horrendous. It's glorifying for I am now a butterfly. I want you to capture me in a bottle and I'd fly in it for you till every last breath I receive...Forever if possible...