Believe In Dreams.

Now that's ironic...

I feel like I had betrayed me. The sun went down. I was too little, too late. I deserved it. I still couldn't figure out what the fuck went wrong. I was too full of myself. Complacency led me to my downfall without me noticing it...How stupid of me to have done this!

Somehow I couldn't cry...Was this supposed to be a sign?

Reality startled me by its natural brutality. It smashed my heart, the same painful way as it raped my soul. Engulfed by confusion and disbelief, I still feel numb. Why?