Grass Is Always Greener On The Other Side.

I have no idea just how I should thank Sham for everything that he has said to me. Though they are just words, his words help. Alot. I really appreciate his time and effort on silly me. Thank you so very much, Sham. I really mean it. And if you were to see this, just know that I'm extremely grateful to you.

So far I have kept my promise not only to him but to a handful of good chaps...

I haven't been cutting myself silly and such. I promised I'd stop and hell yeah I did. Woot woot for it. Yay I feel so much better today.

My B is back. Although he won't stay long, at least there is comfort in knowing that he'd be round. Gosh...I never knew I'd miss everything that used to be this much. Hell it sucks...

Today was much better. I do not know why but I'm glad I feel much much much better woo hoo!!! I think it's bout time I should start focusing on my freaking studies!!! I have been slacking so very much. ARGH!!!