Monday, May 5, 2008

Mirrored.

Things are never what they promised to be. People add onto my agony. Like I need the pain. Why must the ones I always hold onto tightly hurt me indirectly?

Emotional pain is always the worst kind of torture any human can wish for. It is twisted and demented. Just like the people I know. Why must things always have to be this way? Why can't I have anything nice to say?

I really have enough of cutting myself. Bleeding it out doesn't help a single bit. So, what should I do? Having him is the same as I don't. He doesn't stand out like he used to. He wanna hide from me. Where are the people who have promised me that they got my back?

I turned around but, all I can see are shadows. Moving shadows. Away and away and away...and slowly, they disappear...