I Am Done Healing.

Stop lying to me bout caring for me. Stop lying bout loving me. Stop lying bout being there for me. Stop lying bout being forward-looking for me. Stop lying bout living...

Don't try to fix me. I'm not broken. Can't you see? Wait, what do you see? In your eyes, I'm nothing. You think I can't make it on my own. You think I can't live without you. Har-har...

Can a heart still break although it has stopped beating?

I dread breathing. I dread living. Why must it be me? I tried to be positive, but it has never been easy on me. My life is miserable. The blame is always on me. Isn't it unfair? Why must they be so cruel?

I was never like this before. What made me evolved till I'm stating to devoid humanity in me?

Wild thoughts are getting more and more vivid till I'd take a step back to figure out if they are even real. I am scaring myself. I don't know who to trust. Will I betray me?