Numbing Your Karma.

So another day passed me by. Yet, there is no difference cus I am still wishing I can die. No matter what I do, people try to pry my heart open and break my shell. There goes my wishful thinkings, right out of the window...

All along I tried playing their game. I assumed to like them. But hell, what good will it do?

Seemed like imposing reverse psychology would not work out. So I suppose I gotta think of new ways to turn the tables round. It is just a matter of time they will be kissing my ass. Cheap dicks... I hate you guys.

At Least I Know I Am A Sinner.

Leave me alone. Get the fuck out of my face, you creep!

I'm so sick of what you want me to do. I'm so tired of giving in to you. I'm so effed up of tying to please you. You're one hell of a mother fucker, do you know this? God damn. I hate you so fucking much.

I'm so thankful for being imperfectly perfect. And hey, at least I'm aware I'm a sinner. How bout you? You think you got the world revolving around you. You're such a freak. You think you're superior. You're so complacent, you fool. I had enough of taking in your bullshit.

Everything is NOT said and done. Stop turning your back to me, cus it's my turn to speak now, you bitch. I feel so sorry for you. I'm so fucking annoyed with you. Gee, when the fuck will you change? You're so horrible, just like the rest.

To think I needed time to distinguish you among the rest. God...Why must you do this to me? When will this end?! ARGH!!!