The Sun Is An Illusion Just Like Happiness.

So I wanna run away. Where can I go? Who do I turn to? Will this ever guarantee me safety? I don't fucking know nor am I fucking sure bout this. I had enough on just about everything. I don't know what I should do now...

Temptations are playing at the back of my head. Blurred visions of Love are all I can see now. It seems that the blue sky that lies above me subtly is just a mirage. Why must God be so cruel? I give up on him, just like the way he gave up on me. I don't see the point in praying to The Only One when He is the one who kills me.

I want to die. I want to end my life right now. I give up on everything. I think I had done so long ago. Why must things be this way? I'm sick of being accused of everything. Why? Can someone kill me? Please... )':