Carvings.

A flotilla of lonely places fill my mind. Times like this I ponder if I'm doing the right thing. Deep down inside of me feels that I'm not good enough for you. I still don't get it...Why would you wanna wait for so long? I do appreciate whatever you're doing for me. But...Maybe I'm just not used to this. Perhaps I should start adapting to you.

Let me carve your name in my heart. Let me carve your name on me. I want to carve every minute I get to near you in my head. So I can relive every little moment that we've spent together. Not nearing you just makes my nights long and cruel. I tried to be strong and live as per normal. But the moreI pretend, the more deluded I get because I'm starting to see you everywhere...