Apologize.

Cruel intentions run through my mind. I should not be thinking like this even. Why?

Never expected myself to be blinded. But fuck . I am. I hate it. What should I do now that my sight is gone? My sanity abandoned me too ): Why oh why must you do this to me? How can you over react and began to lose yourself? ):

I hate you when you do these things to me. I don't deserve this. If this were to continue, which it had everytime we quarrel, I don't know what else I should do. I don't wanna leave you. Please don't tempt me.

As much as I try to vision you as impeccable as the angels above us, I can't. I know I got my flaws too. But I don't use this as an excuse to behave in the manner that you do, right?

I am so disappointed in you. As I drown in my sorrow, I'd think bout if all this were a big mistake in the first place )':