Thursday, November 15, 2007

All About Us.

Who are others to judge what's right and wrong bout you and I? Who are others to tell us what to do and what not to do? Who are others to influence us with their mere opinions?..

If they are so great and skilled in advising people, I suggest they go take a hike over there. Their lives aren't straightened out yet and they got the balls to fucking direct us how to lead our lives? What the fuck is this maddness?

Am I over-reacting? I don't think so. But I know I'm seriously upset bout this whole people-thinking-they're-right-and-others-are-so-like-whatever thing. I can't care much if some feelings are bruised here cus of my sharp words. But personally, I feel you people deserved it. This is what you fucking get for fucking poking your fucking nose in MY fucking business...

My decisions are mine and my choices are mine as well. Don't say you care of my well-being or that you're worried for me. Cus I see that more of an excuse than a reason. It is so freaking ridiculous why you are so involved in my relationship with him.

I'm heavily affected and infected with their crap cus you people are important in his life. This is why I fucking mind so deeply whatever you have to say to him, and especially bout him and I. So please...really..get a life of your own and start minding your own businesses so I don't have to be overtly annoyed and pissed off with you. Thank you for your "kind understanding."

Perceptions Are Often Misleading.

Perceptions perceptions. Tsk-tsk that word simply disgusts me. People...When the fuck will you all fucking get real? Can you define me your understanding of that word? Wait, I think better not cus I'd prolly laugh at your nonsensical logic. Let me help you by saving your face so let me say : FUCK YOUR FUCKING OPINIONS!..

Gee, I had never knew Love has conditions. Is this the new fucked up law of the 21st century or something? Cus otherwise, I think you people are full of bullshit up in your silly empty skulls. Must I work and earn decent cash before I can love a soul? Must I be at an older age of perhaps 21 or so to fall in love? Must I have my own crib to love him? Must I have my own ride to care bout someone? Must I have fredom to love anyone?

No. I don't fucking have to. What is Love? Ask yourself. Is it a necessity or a criteria?

I love him cus it is so obvious that we share a love that is a true. It is so pure and innocent. Both of us promised not to taint it with deceit, lust and whatsoever. Why is it so hard for them to comprehend the beauty of Love? Has Love been given too many bad names? But hey, that isn't our fault, but it's others who had stained Love's reputation.

And I don't care bout him cus I feel lonely. Love is not bout ending loneliness and dumping crap on your partners. It is bout being there whereever and whenever for your loved ones. It is bout always offering a helping hand before your partner has to ask. It is bout catching your partner when you see him/her falling. It is bout togetherness and pride of owning such a beautiful relationship REGARDLESS of anything else, even objections...

I don't give a shit to what people have to say bout him and I. What is most important is US!! Nothing will tear us apart. Nothing can come in between. I will do all that I can to ensure that he will always be in my sight and never out of it. It is not others who are loving him now. It is me and me only.

And hey, if you're reading this, please know that I want you to appreciate me alot cus I truly love you. Now and forever, I vow to always do that for you. I know you told me over and over that you don't care what your silly immature friends gotta say bout you and I, but please don't deny that you are affected. If you don't tell me this, I'd so know cus I believe I know you best. And I'm scared that it may pollute and confuse your feelings for me as well ): I really don't want that to happen. It will be extremely unfair for me..You don't have my friends saying all this stuffs to you, right?

I'm not asking you to tell your friends to get a life cus I'd be doing that :D but I just need you to ignore the shit they're telling you cus they don't believe in us. Furthermore, if they're your friends, they'd respect your decision and have faith in you and I but since they don't, it goes to show how much of a friend they can be...