Nymphetamine.

You are just like a pill; instead of making me better; you are making me ill. You are indeed my drug and I am the abuser...

Your eyes are meant to look after me. They are not to burn the soul that is inside of me. Your lips are supposed to kiss me tenderly. They are not to hurt me with those mean words that I never knew existed. Your hands are made to hold me tight through those cold nights. They are not to beat me senseless. Your heart is meant to make me whole. It is not to break me into a million pieces. Your mind is to think of ways to be a better person for me. It is not to think of other ways to tear me apart. Your head is to replay our beautiful memories created. It is not to be a weapon onto mine...

My eyes are meant to look after you. They are not to shed so much tears till blood start to stain my cheeks. My lips are supposed to kiss you tenderly. They are not to quiver in fear. My hands are made to hold you tight through those cold nights. They are not to be sliced. My heart is to make you whole. It is not to be full; only to know that it will be shattered in time to come. My mind is to think of ways to be a better person for you. It is not to be hurt of so many unanswered questions of why you have to treat me this way. My head is to replay our beautiful memories created. It is not to be banged against the wall till my skull cracks...

I need you more than anything in this world. You are the reason why I wake up in the morning. You are why I breathe. You are why blood is still flowing in my veins. You are why I found myself again. You are why I am who I am today. You are why I smile. You are why I laugh. You are why I feel safe. You are why I feel belonged. You are why I know what Love is all about...

Come on. Show me the man who is more than an angel that is incarcerated in you. Show me the man who means the world to me. Show me the man who is far more greater than God himself. Show me the man who I am living for. Show me the man who I cannot live without. Show me the man who I wanna grow old with. Show me the man who is the only one for me. Show me the man who truly loves me. Show me the man who I have been waiting for all my life. Show me you...

P.S: I STILL LOVE YOU.