Truth of Your Deception.

I am literally on the verge of utter chaos and suicide...

I need to get out of this sticky mess that I had gotten into. No pun intended on that word "sticky". I hate my life so much. I hate everyone around me. I hate them hate them hate them!!!

The worst part of it all is that no one can help me. The only joy I once knew had ditched me. The only true meaning of Life abandoned me. I am naked once again. Falling down since the day I have seen the white light from the doctor's room. I have been down for so long...

I have jumped from the tallest infrastructure ever. There is no landing at all. I have fallen over and over. But, I still get to pick myself up. This time, it just HAD to be different...

I do not trust them a single bit. They backstabbed me. Pussies. Words of wisdom came out of their mouths, but they could never comprehend what they meant. Love...What is love?

I know no love. I feel no exuberance. I see no light. I recognize death. I am so weak. Even though it has been such a long time, I am still picking up the remains of my shattered hopes and dreams. Damn. There are a whole lot more to go...