Tuesday, June 3, 2008

The Darkest Nights.

My world was oppressed. It used to be cold. Icy cold. My life was meaningless. Breathing became so difficult. It hurt my lungs alot. It felt like I was drowning in thin air. How ironic. The medium that was supposed to help me fly high seemed to be anchoring me to the pitful of snakes...

I was stuck within myself. It took me long to break free. I tried my best to see the good things in Life. Yet, I spent my youth searching for Truth and Existence of my Joy. Efforts were rather throwned in the drain. They looked better down that stream of garbage. Faith absconded. Hope died. Dreams crashed. I was on the verge of Destruction. Inflicting pain to myself was the only way out. But, I could never understand why I did not try much harder to die...

But, after I have you, I realized that it is all because of you. You saved me...

In return, I gave you all of me. I gave you everything that I got. I gave you my world. Maybe this can explain why I live for you.