Saturday, December 8, 2007

Farewell.

Nona nona. Be thankful I'm dedicating something for you here. This shall be my one and for all for you, Missy. Be glad that at least someone is doing something for you. You're like so pathetic.

And hey, everyone is a hypocrite. It is just a matter of how much of hypocrisy is being revealed before you can even identify it is hypocrisy. You're so naive, do you know that? I don't care what the fuck you had went through. I had enough with you. By the way, do you even know what friendship means?

Come to think of it, maybe I had the heart to be friends with you cus I pitied you. I did it out of sympathy. Look around you for Fuck's sake. All the people you acknowledged as friends fucking back stabbed you and left you in the lurch. But I knew I didn't do that to you. I had always stood beside you, but you seemed to be taking advantage of my trusted heart.

People like you don't deserved to be nice at. You so don't deserve my attention. Fuck. I wasted 4 years on you. I'm so stupid. Why did I bother? ):

Silly silly me, I must say. You're meant to be a loner, Nona. If you're gonna continue treating people who really care for you the way you treat me, you might as well dig a hole to hide your shame. Cus I find you disgusting. You're so worthless.

Forget it. I ain't gonna brood over it. You have a good life. And hell yeah, I mother-fucking know I'm the best...God damned you. Wait, you have already been damned. I regret being friends with you. It is fine. I know who you are now. And I hate you, friend ):

P.S: You're such a loser. Start living with it.

Jump.

I'm glad that we're two sides of one beating heart. Life is so good when we know nothing can tear us apart...

We have been through alot; with or without each other. It doesn't feel like it has been months we have been together. I know how I had lived my life straight back then before knowing you. If we were to turn back time, I would prolly paint a portrait of an angel with my eyes closed. It would be easy to do cus I love you.

I will sleep with a smile plastered on my face. I will sleep with beautiful dreams invading my resting head. I will sleep with perfect visions of us holding hands.

It is wrong to describe just how happy I am now. Words really cannot explain this feeling I am feeling deep inside of me. I am lost of words...