Burn My Riches.

There is nothing in this world I would not give up for just to be by your side, Honey...

You are the most precious man I have ever met. Your eyes are the world's hidden treasure that only I possess. I love you, my brown eyed baby. They are the most beautiful pair of eyes I have ever laid eyes on. I get so lost in your stare. You got me mesmerized by just a glance. The way your eyelashes move as you blink when you look at me is simply heavenly to look at, my dear. Your nose protrudes out of your handsome face, making you even more outstanding. It appears as if it is mocking me to notice you everytime you stand beside me, baby. Your long ears are so cute, just like the 2 dimples tattooed on your face everytime you smile at me. Your lips are so tender and it tempts me to kiss you everytime you look down upon me, resting your nose upon the arc of my nose...

Did I just describe one of God's angel?

Nobody can do me better than you, baby. Your love for me is larger than Life itself. I am wholesome, thanks to you. You complete me. You are the missing piece of my almost whole heart. I am so glad I got hold of you in time before it was too late. And don't you ever try to run away from me, baby. No matter what happens, I don't care what people say. All I want is you in my life and nobody can stop me from loving you. I will be loving you for a long time, baby...

My Sanity Is Not At The Funeral Pyre.

I hid under my cover creases. Before I knew it, my cheeks got drenched by my tears. I shut my eyes so tight, almost squinting in the utter darkness behind my eyelids. Beautiful memories of what we used to do played in my head. It was as if I was watching a movie on my own...

I miss you more than I did yesterday, baby. My heart is far from numb as it has been disapointed numerous times from not being able to meet yours. My body is aching. It longs to feel yours. No matter the distance, my world will always be a better place because of you, baby...

I just wish you can be my side through thick and thin. Not that you have not been. But, maybe physically. I just wish you can hold me in times I shake with fear. I just wish you can tighten my grip when you see me falling right before your very eyes. I just wish you can take me away from this place. I wanna go somewhere with you where no one knows our names, my precious Love...

Despite having things going so awfully wrong, I still feel blessed. My sanity is not at the funeral pyre thanks to you, sweetheart. You totally kick ass, babe. You rock my world and so do I to yours...

You are everything to me, baby. Nothing can tear our Love apart. Those who have tried, they were simply wasting time. And I am certain in the years to come, they would be feeling ashamed of themselves for attempting to break the great bond between you and I. By then, you and I are on our way to the good life...

The Hope Conspiracy.

I am too gone to be saved as I have been emotionally drained...

My tears have turned into blood. I tried finding space, new skin for me to cut. My hands have been badly scarred. Each line that has been incarcerated has their own story to tell. I have wasted too much blood. I feel weak now...

There is nothing for me to do but grief. There is no way out. There is no hope. There is no joy. Only sorrow...

I feel as if I have started this path with you by my side. You held my hand tight. But, as the night got darker, you were losing grip. The forest whispered your name. You headed towards those whispered voices. You went without me. I got lost. I grew scared. But, I saw light above the density of confusion. It was far but visible enough for me to determine that it was the only way out. I neared it. But, fuck. I was wrong...

I went to the other side of Hell. I was deceived, as always. So, I turned around, searching for you. But I just can't seem to locate you. My worst fears were coming to life now...

I just wanna get better. I need to. I cannot stay like this forever. I need to get out of this nightmare. Can anybody wake me up? I think I am ready to get up...

Black Rose Dying.

Have I made a decision to only allow myself be engulfed in utter misery?

My world with you has caved in. This time for real. I have lost everything. I guess it should be time that I admit my defeat. I do not know where is the safest place anymore. I do not know what Happiness feel like anymore. I do not know who has got my back. I do not know who to trust anymore. I just lost a part of me...

I got no idea how I am suppose to feel. What have I done again? I am so messed up right now. I need a way out of this. The disease has infected my brain. I cannot remove it out of my bloodstream. It has crept through me faster than I thought. I am so sick. I am tired. I have withered...

I got my hopes up all the time only to know they will be crushed one by one right before my very eyes. My heart was held high only to know you were going to break it into a million pieces. I was overprotected in your arms only to know that you were intending to crush my bones...

What would it take for me to realize that I can breathe?

P.S: I AM CONFUSED BY YOU. YOU GOT ME GOOD...

Let The Flames.

I wanna gather each and every one of you in the circle I have made with salt. I will place you within the star so I can achieve my star. I shall pour kerosene all over. Yes. I lie. I am not supposed to do this. And you cannot budge cus you are standing on quick sand. Soon enough, you are sinking. I can see that you are drowning in my pain as you are screaming for Mercy. Nice try. But, not good enough. I light the match and threw it at your face that has been soaked in kerosene...

I cannot trust anyone anymore. Especially the one I once thought could protect me from the demons that exist in my reality. She was everything to me. She was one of the most important people in my life that I really cared about. She was what I thought perfection was all about...Until I got slapped in the face with my eyes closed...

She is just like all the rest. She is no better than the demons in my sleep. She is an animal. She embraces brutality and relishes on hurting me. She is a motherfucker and I truly hate her now...

I realize that I have myself to depend on, besides having the love of my life by my side always. I will show them all what he means to me. I will fight to the end. I will defend. I will prove them all with the scars on me that he is my one and only guardian angel and he is the one that I love with all my heart...

Damn. I love him more than I love them. Much, much more. He is so different than them and that is why I love him. I know I sound ungrateful and what-not. But, I guess that is life. I cannot get the best of both worlds. I have to win some, lose some...

Way Back Into Love.

If only I knew I was going to be this happy, I would have ran into your arms much more sooner...

I cannot find anybody out here to understand what I am talking about. Nobody can feel the way I feel. But, I do not care. What matters most is how you can speak to my heart. No one is like you, baby. They cannot do me better than you. I am willing to throw everything and everyone out of my life so that I can have more space to build new memories with you, honey...

You whisper in my ear so that only I can hear what you have to say to me. We do not need anyone to hold us down. Give me time, darling. I promise I will take you to a place where no one knows our name. And we will build our lives there. We do not need anyone around us as they only hold us down...

Bleeding Love.

My eyes are stinging me. I can barely open them. They hurt so much. I wipe my tears off of my cheek, thinking they were just salty water. Little did I know I have began to shed tears of blood...

My soul is in immense pain. I need to get out of this. I keep bleeding everywhere, inside out. This is bad. Really bad. I got no idea how awful things have gotten. I hate everything around me. I cannot trust anyone here at home. They are all putting on masks and behind those masks are God's most damned creations ever known to mankind...

I am so afraid of my baby leaving me. I love him so much and I would never hold it against him if he were to walk away from me as he got every right to. I have caused to much harm to him. I am just a loser. I have to hurt so many people. Why?

I just hope things get better. This is an illness and I need to get out of this...Fast...

Rumors.

How fucking stupid do you think I am? Hey loser, you do not even know how to cover your tracks when you wanna keep tabs on me? Tsk-tsk...

I motherfucking hate you for the rest of my life. You can bet on this. You think you are portraying your love for me and you are trying to look out for me. Oh, you piece of shit. I cannot stand your hypocrisy and ignorance. You fucking disgust me!!

Who the fuck do you think you are? You are just like all the rest. We may be of the same blood but mine can never run the same as yours, you beast. Do you think that you are very smart? Hey punk wannabe, practise what the fuck you love to preach to my face : Everytime you think you are smart, there is always someone smarter than you...

I cannot stand the sight of you. You are worst than the devil himself. You are similar to the demons in my sleep. I hate you before. I hate you now. I hate you forever. I will make sure I forget your name...

I would love to kick you even though you are lower than the lowest dog!!! But see, I never cus I am not as pathetic as you. Start kissing my ring, you motherfucker. It is my time to shine now...

Whole Again.

I have metamorphosized into a beautiful young woman. I have a beating heart in me. I have the ability to breathe again...

I am all that I am today thanks to you, baby. You are truly god sent. I can be myself and only you can see that in me. You believe in me. This is one of the thousands of reasons as to why I love you with all my heart...

You bring out the best in me. I see myself the way you see me. You back me up everytime I was about to fall. You tighten your grip on me as you think I am going to slip. You went the extra mile just to capture my golden smile. You gave me wings and I began to fly, my Love...

I really do not give a fuck to what anyone has to say bout you and I when they do not know shit bout us. They love to play God and judge us. How disgusting!

All I know is you are one in a trillion and you are the most precious and special thing in my life. I have so much pride in owning you and being owned by you. Thank you for loving me, baby...

Supernatural.

There is no one like you even though there is a cliched saying of everybody is just the same...

You are the best thing in my life. I never knew that I was going to love you to this extent. But, I am. And I love this. You are just so perfect for me. Wow. You can take my breath away by just glimpse of beautiful you, baby...

I never felt this way before. Everytime you kiss me, you got me hypnotized. Everythim you hug me, you got me mesmerized. Everytime you stare into my eyes, you got me...

You are so wonderful and outstanding. I really do not know what I have done to earn you. You love me so much and I love you the way you are. I can spend a whole lifetime literally saying just how much we love each other. We are so high and we rock the world, baby!

Ever since we got together, nothing became impossible. I managed to do things I thought I could not do. I became so powerful and I became unstoppable. Thank you...

Thank you for everything that you have done for me, sweetheart. I love you so much. We will always be as one. Nobody can come between you and I. MWAH!!!