Friday, May 23, 2008

Almost Easy.

The whole world seems to know the depth of my Love for you. They know how much I truly care for you. They are aware of how much I wanna be with you. But do you?

All of your exes were so ruff and horrible. But you stayed on. Still loved them...

However, I know and so do you that I am hell lot better than them. Than any other girl you can find on the street. I got looks, money, education, character and what not. I know I am good enough for any man, especially for you.

You boast to everyone you see bout me being yours. You are so proud on the fact I fit with you in a photograph. But, do you treat me right? I guess not.

You just have to hurt me. On and off. Why, my dear?

I thought you are different. But, I feel that you are just like all the rest. I been begging and giving you chances to change. I trust you so fucking much. I invest hopes and dreams in you. How long more do you intend to do this to me?

I really wanna love you. Please make it easy for me. I don't wanna get mean and bitchy to you. I can be to anyone else. But, I control myself. Cus I love you. If you love me as you say so, then do the same for me. It is contradicting when you say you love and care for me when you give me so much emotional insecuritites...

You know that I don't spend time with anyone except you. You are so heavily involved in every part of my life. I do everything with you. Why must you be indifferent all of a sudden? Why the need for bad transition?

It hurts me so bad to say all these things. When will this end?

I don't wanna leave you. Don't make me do it. I need to go my own way. And so do you. Maybe this time, we should do it alone );

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