Kiss Of Eden.

There is nothing I have been hiding from you about myself. There is nothing I have not been telling you about how I feel for you. There is nothing I have not been doing to prove to you that I can be the one...

You are my only best friend that I have specially treasured to date. You know my darkest secrets. You know my prerogative. You know my weaknesses. You know my fears. You know my strengths. You know my pain. You know my sorrow. You know my anger. You know my heart best. You know my happiness. You know my mind. You know me...

You took me in. You fixed me. Instead of using glue and chisel, you used Love. Pure Love. You mended my flaws, perfecting me even further. I was under your great care. Soon enough, you saw that I was ready to fly. And you let me. You watched me try to take flight. You advised me. You gave me tips on how to do so. You stood back. You allowed me to try. And I did. I made it. No matter where I went, I had faith that you were always there, all prepared to catch me before I was to fall...

I am your heart and you are my blood. Slice either of us and we would both bleed. You are this close to me, baby. I love you with all my heart. I love you, love you, love you. I am head over heels for you. I am so into you. I can never get enough of you. It seems like I keep coming back for more. Gosh. What have you done to me, darling?! Well, whatever it is, be mine forever. I will keep you safe and sound with every beat of my heart...

Breathe Today.

Love will see us through. Even in Death...

People have intervened in our lives. They have messed us up in ways we could never even imagine. They have tried to kill us with lies and conspiracies. All of our plans have been thrown out of the window. All of our dreams were drowned by the rain. All of our hopes died within the night. All of our origins were lost...

Yet, our will to make our future to be brighter than the stars in Heaven can never be killed. Our faith to be successful people in time to come can never fade away. Our beliefs to be as one can never be erased. Our wishes to be together happily can never be forgotten. Our prayers to survive in this cold world can never be left unanswered...

I love you. No one can separate us. I do not give a fuck to what they may do to me or to you. Through the good and the bad, through thick and thin, I will be by your side till the end of time. I will be yours, baby. They need to start living with the fact that I belong to you till the end of days...

Meanwhile, we shall fight....

The Power Of Love.

You are the hero in my story. You are the victory in my battles. You are my God in my beliefs. You are my truth in my lies. You are my cure of my disease. You are my remedy for this posion my heart has been suffering for years. You are my light in my dark. You are my sun in my rain...

Your face will be the first thing I will see once I close my eyes before I drift to sleep. The only place that is safe to meet you there. A place where we can feel no pain. A place where you can kiss me without fear. A place you can hold me without paranoia. A place you can be near me without tears. A place you can touch me without pain. A place we will dare call Heaven...

Love is when I love you and Life is when you love me. We fell in love once and it is enough to last for a lifetime. My heart will go on for an eternity as you are safely kept in my heart. Even after you and I have perished, our memories will carry on. They will never forget the young lovers that everyone has loathed. The young lovers that everyone could not stand looking at. The young lovers that everyone has despised. The young lovers that everyone has disapproved. The young lovers that made it through it all with no help...

There is nothing I would change about you. I love the way you shine with brilliance in my eyes. The way you stand with diginity as you hold my hand in yours. The way you think maturely for us. The way you have sacrificed to tattoo a smile on my face. The way you bought Happiness for me by the only thing money can never buy; Love...

I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you...

Do not worry. I will go all out for you. I will fight. I will defend. I will do all that I can to make sure our love will carry on even after Death. I will be with you till the end of time. I will care for you. I will nurture you. I will be yours forever...

P.S: I WANNA MARRY YOU.

Beautiful Disaster.

It is evident that we have borders at home. The cracks are fine lines between Love and Hate. We are never supposed to cross anyone's path. Otherwise, things could get ugly, just like the way you are...

You blame me for the misery I brought upon you. You curse me for the Hell I have put you through. You hate me for hurting you. You degrade me for the beliefs I held strongly. You disregard me as a human being for my morality. You despise me for the truth I brought upon into your life. You loathe me for my existence...

I would like you to know that the feeling is beyond mutualism. I have hated you before and will continue to do so for the rest of my life. You are nothing but a speck of dirt of my shoulder, itching me day and night. It will just be a matter of time that I will brush you off and blow you away forever...

By the way, if you have a problem with me, tell it to my mother fucking face. If not, all I can say and have been saying is: TAKE YOUR PAIN & SHOVE IT UP YOUR ASSHOLE, BITCHES!!!!

My Immortal.

I guess that there are some things in Life that can never fade away even with help of Time...

I cannot let go of you. I am hooked onto you. You are my drug and I am an addict. I need help of my vampyric addiction of you, baby. Oh, hell...I am obssessed with you. What have you done to me? You got me mesmerized with just a glance. You got me hynotized with a kiss. You got me, baby. You got me good...

I am ever so devoted to you. I care so much for you. I have helped you out so much in terms of saving a life even. It is so hard to tell myself that one day you will be gone. I do not want to do that. I love you, baby. I love you, love you, love you with all my heart. There is nothing I would not give to make you happy, baby...

You will always be a part of me. I have safely kept you in my heart. Our memories will linger in time. I will never forget you, my friend. You rock my world. You are the best person I have ever been with. I will not let go of you this easily. I want to be with you at all times. I wanna hug you. I wanna kiss you. I wanna feel you. I want you, baby...

I vow, that no matter what happens, you will always belong to me...

Mannequin.

I stood by the window. I looked up to the sky. I saw the moon for once in my life. It was pale. It looked sickly. Something caught my attention; the stars. They were brilliant. They seemed so majestic despite their minute size in my eyes. That was when I thought...

They may have held me high just to increase my impact as they watch me fall. They may have held my heart just to slice it into thousands of strips. They may have control over my spirit just to make me die of solitude. But, one thing for sure is that they can never take away my happiness and that is you, baby...

With your hand in mine, we will plot our revenge. Nothing in this world will dare to defy the beauty and strength of our love. Nothing is impossible when you are beside me. After we have had our share of fun, we will runaway to a place where no one knows our name. I cannot wait for my life to start with you, sweetheart...

Meanwhile, what I can say is: TAKE YOUR PAIN & SHOVE IT UP YOUR ASSHOLE, BITCHES!

Confessions Of A Badly Broken Heart.

I leaned against the wall in darkness. I slid down, sitting down onto concrete. I hugged my scraped knees. I rested my head on them. I began to cry. There were so many reasons to cry. So many questions left unanswered. So many decisions made wrong. So many lies were told. So many stories were bought. So many tears shed. So many scars made. So many hopes crushed. So many dreams died...

Love was taking its toll on me once again. Mercy ditched me. Justice abandoned me. Sorrow and Anguish adopted me. Little did I know they were trying to endlessly taunt me. I am so messed up...

What have I done? What have they done? What have you done? What was I thinking? What was I doing? When would I know it would be safe?

I have lost everyone that my heart once held tight. I have never known the meaning of the word family as I had never have one in the first place. The people I have been living with are creatures from Hell. They live to bring me down. I had everything that people dreamt they owned and that was happiness. But, soon enough I lost that too. I began to devolve into being one of those people in need of happiness...

And that was when you came into my life and turned it around. You brought me joy. You showed me truth. You taught me things that I never knew existed. I learnt quickly how to love again. You showered me with immense hope and dreams. I began planting them into you. Stupidly I had believed you could be the one for me to the end of time...

You were everything I wanted. You were the man that I wished to marry when I was a little girl. You were the air I breathed. You were the heart in me. You were the sight I saw. You were the warmth I felt. You were simply my world...

Maybe I was too ambitious to love one of God’s angels. Maybe I was not doing it right. Maybe everyone was right. Maybe we were not meant to be. Maybe I was just a passer-by in your life. Maybe I was a hangover for you. Maybe I was right...

I knew from the start you were going to be miserable with me. I knew from the beginning that I could not help you out in your issues. I knew from scratch that I was wasting your precious time and effort. I knew I could not be the one. But I went on with it despite knowing all of these for I was selfish and curious to feel what Love could be about. And I ended up putting you in misery...

I am sorry. I really am. I will always love you no matter what. You are the most amazing person that I have ever met. You are my best friend and the best lover I ever been with. You are one of earth’s most scared and precious gems. You are the sweetest man ever. You are so loving to me. And nobody has ever cared for me the way you have done towards me. It is so remarkable. You have touched my life with the brightest light. I will never forget you. It has been beautiful...

I have enjoyed every second I get to spend with you. I have been the luckiest girl to be able to feel real Love. I am extremely grateful for the things you have done for me. I am thankful for everything you have done. I really am. I am so blessed to have met you )':

You made my heart whole. You made me happy. You shone with brilliance and guided me in the dark. You calmed me down when I was nervous. You protected me when I was in pain. You cared for me when I was sick. You helped me undergone metamorphosis to be a young woman. You turned me into an angel. You changed me to be a better person. You loved me like there was no tomorrow )':

Filth rapes my soul. Dirt creeps into my breath. The poison flows through my veins. I just want my life to end. I am so disgusted of my existence. I do not deserve any of this heartaches. I am so messed up right now. I am tired of myself. I am so sick of me. I keep making the stupidest mistakes that will end up slicing my heart...

I am done with me. I want to die. I have lost the love of my life. I have lost my family. I have lost myself. I have nobody to turn to. I might as well rot in Hell, that is the only place where I would feel right anyways...

Always Be My Baby.

Anguish has its way of fading away whenever you are near me. The scars on my hand manage to disappear in a blink of an eye whenever you hold my cold shaking hands. I can see my veins once again. Oxygenated blood flows through my veins and I know that this time, I am alive. Sorrow has its way of vanishing into thin air whenever you kiss me. My withered heart becomes well-nourished and it starts to beat again. I guess this explains why I always want you to hold me tight...

I have went the extra mile to cheer you up. I have sacrificed my life just to make you mine. I have lost things and even people that I once had just to have you with me. I have done millions of favors for you, even though at times they are out of my power. I have changed so much for you. I have nurtured you. I have taken great care of you and will always do so till the end of time. I have put in so much hope in us to last for an eternity. I have changed so much for you and I have changed you too...

There is no more turning back. It is now or never. Come what may. We have gone too far to even stop and stare at each other in vain with thousands of contradicting questions in our heads. I love you, baby. I love you with all my heart. I will hold your hand and embrace our future with dignity...

Heart-Shaped Box.

Words can never describe my feelings for you, sweetheart. You are far too beautiful for me to even dream about...

Everytime I think that I am lonely, you come around to cheer me up. Everytime I feel lousy, you will be there for me to let me see that beauty that is hidden within me that I never seen. Everytime I am down, you have a way to carve a smile on my mouth. Everytime I am afraid of what lies ahead, you have the talent of making me feel composed. Everytime I get paranoid of what I have done, you have God's gift to assure me that I am never in the wrong. Everytime I need something, you will make sure I get it in no more than a day's worth of waiting...

I am terribly spoilt by your love. I am so obese by your endless kindness. I know you are just another man trying to make it in this cold world. Well, that is what everyone would say. But, deep down inside, I know you are an angel. You are the diamond in my eyes...

I love everything about you, sweetheart. I love the way you look at me. I love the way you kiss me. I love the way you hug me. I love the way you stare into my eyes. I love the way you pamper me. I love the way you care for me. I love the way you help me. I love the way you remain faithful to me. I love the way you joke with me. I love the way you fight for me...

There is no one else in this world I would rather choose to share this remarkable and splendid feeling with, except with my one and only husband-to-be, Benjamin....

I recite your name like a prayer. Whenever you cannot be there physically for me, I prayed to you. I would think of things you would say to me calm me or what you would want me to do to prevent things to get worst. This is why I keep you in my heart forever. I know you can be there for me 24/7...

I just wanna say thank you for making me your only one. I will show the world how much I love you. I will do my best to give you the life you never had, baby. I love you forever...

Immortality.

It is such an amazing feeling to know that there is an angel out there, thinking of me every night in his life before he goes to sleep to meet me in his dreams where no one can tear us apart...

I love you to death, baby. You are the most precious thing I ever owned. You are the only pride I have in possessing. I am so touched by your sincerity in caring for me. I know I can count on you. I am the luckiest girl alive and I certain as hell the world is uber jealous of me getting the priveledge to be with God's greatest gift...

You bring out the best in me. You see the woman in this girl. And I get to know the woman in me thanks to you, baby. You are the sweetest man I had ever met. You have went the extra mile just to make me smile. Your heart is greater than Life itself, Honey....

I just love you, love you, love you. Yes. I am madly into you. I will never let go of you. We have became immortals of Love...

Burn My Riches.

There is nothing in this world I would not give up for just to be by your side, Honey...

You are the most precious man I have ever met. Your eyes are the world's hidden treasure that only I possess. I love you, my brown eyed baby. They are the most beautiful pair of eyes I have ever laid eyes on. I get so lost in your stare. You got me mesmerized by just a glance. The way your eyelashes move as you blink when you look at me is simply heavenly to look at, my dear. Your nose protrudes out of your handsome face, making you even more outstanding. It appears as if it is mocking me to notice you everytime you stand beside me, baby. Your long ears are so cute, just like the 2 dimples tattooed on your face everytime you smile at me. Your lips are so tender and it tempts me to kiss you everytime you look down upon me, resting your nose upon the arc of my nose...

Did I just describe one of God's angel?

Nobody can do me better than you, baby. Your love for me is larger than Life itself. I am wholesome, thanks to you. You complete me. You are the missing piece of my almost whole heart. I am so glad I got hold of you in time before it was too late. And don't you ever try to run away from me, baby. No matter what happens, I don't care what people say. All I want is you in my life and nobody can stop me from loving you. I will be loving you for a long time, baby...

My Sanity Is Not At The Funeral Pyre.

I hid under my cover creases. Before I knew it, my cheeks got drenched by my tears. I shut my eyes so tight, almost squinting in the utter darkness behind my eyelids. Beautiful memories of what we used to do played in my head. It was as if I was watching a movie on my own...

I miss you more than I did yesterday, baby. My heart is far from numb as it has been disapointed numerous times from not being able to meet yours. My body is aching. It longs to feel yours. No matter the distance, my world will always be a better place because of you, baby...

I just wish you can be my side through thick and thin. Not that you have not been. But, maybe physically. I just wish you can hold me in times I shake with fear. I just wish you can tighten my grip when you see me falling right before your very eyes. I just wish you can take me away from this place. I wanna go somewhere with you where no one knows our names, my precious Love...

Despite having things going so awfully wrong, I still feel blessed. My sanity is not at the funeral pyre thanks to you, sweetheart. You totally kick ass, babe. You rock my world and so do I to yours...

You are everything to me, baby. Nothing can tear our Love apart. Those who have tried, they were simply wasting time. And I am certain in the years to come, they would be feeling ashamed of themselves for attempting to break the great bond between you and I. By then, you and I are on our way to the good life...

The Hope Conspiracy.

I am too gone to be saved as I have been emotionally drained...

My tears have turned into blood. I tried finding space, new skin for me to cut. My hands have been badly scarred. Each line that has been incarcerated has their own story to tell. I have wasted too much blood. I feel weak now...

There is nothing for me to do but grief. There is no way out. There is no hope. There is no joy. Only sorrow...

I feel as if I have started this path with you by my side. You held my hand tight. But, as the night got darker, you were losing grip. The forest whispered your name. You headed towards those whispered voices. You went without me. I got lost. I grew scared. But, I saw light above the density of confusion. It was far but visible enough for me to determine that it was the only way out. I neared it. But, fuck. I was wrong...

I went to the other side of Hell. I was deceived, as always. So, I turned around, searching for you. But I just can't seem to locate you. My worst fears were coming to life now...

I just wanna get better. I need to. I cannot stay like this forever. I need to get out of this nightmare. Can anybody wake me up? I think I am ready to get up...